awesome things i want no 124432343.

"don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head (i miss you)."

i have a serious addiction. i'm addicted to shopping.

say whaaaat? ok this is already nothing new since my friends and family members know how much i love shopping nowadays lolz. but for me, this is a problem. i don't want to like shopping so much. i don't want to always buy shit that i may or may not use. (well of course i'll buy something i use la, but sometimes things don't work for me, so..yeah) 

i'm working on getting a project 10-pan or 5-pan for myself, for all the makeup i've been crazily purchasing (and loving btw, but shhhhh!) which i will explain in detail in another post, but for now let's focus on one aspect of my crazy binge-shopping habit: accessories.

ooh, girrrrrl, i love accessories. they're awesome. at the rate i'm going now with my accessories shopping, i'm probably gonna collect every colour jewelry there is out there and make a huge kick ass collection, which i'll then display in it's very own room when i get my very own house. 

i am trippin' right now haha.

so. the accessories that i'm loving right now are: cuffs.

not to be confused with cufflinks, cuffs are actually like bangles. except they're large, and solid, and chunky, and bee-yoo-tee-ful! these are the cuffs i'm talking about, i particularly am in love with gold cuffs like these:

the cuffs that started my lemming, celine metal gold cuffs. trés chic!
pic from jadorefashionlove.blogspot.com

this is gorgeous! it's from ben-amun.com. very the mummy-esque right?

i actually bought a set of gold cuffs from diva, so fingers crosses that i can rock 'em! :p i hope i look as awesome as this chick, minus the blonde hair, beautiful face and great bod haha.

pic from ecosalon.com

okay, i think you get the picture yeah? moving on. other stuff i have been lemming are these mint green jeans, it's just such a pretty colour! i'm already rockin' pink and orange-red jeans, why not mint green huh?

very pretty! from postcardsfromfrisco.blogspot.com

and shoes like these drive me insane with want, lol.

block heels from katyetcetera.blogspot.com. makes me look tall and  bad ass, yep.

so..*sob* pretty! (think i got this from dulcecandy.com)

finally, cool picture of the day. 

pic taken from thebeautyfile.com

ohmygod. i need a nook like that in my life. is it called a nook? i think so. a balcony-ish nook of wonderment and awesomeface-ness! but it'd be so filthy if it was in malaysia cos of the rain and bird poo haha. so, one day when i'm old enough to buy a house (which is right now), i'm going to buy one overseas in a cold-climate country and have all of this magnificence so i can wake up every morning and have my cranberry tea there, or read a book whilst annoying wally and gaze out and enjoy the beautiful scenery. wow.

so that's enough nonsense from me for a post. ha. take care people, later!

these are your lungs. do what you wish with them.

"and i am always, always, always yours."

i feel like i'm in a rut here. lots of work to do and no idea how to do 'em.

what do you do when you've got no clue what to do?

well, it's not really that i don't know what to do per se, but it's just very confusing. so much work to do!

*sadface*

anyways, my work folder is a mess, my itunes is on shuffle, and i am feeling bored, tired, grumpy and rather uninspired. i have 2 presentations to do, 2 research projects to understand (one's my own, and the other one's a result of overconfidence and stupidity) and no life. no life, i say!

aaanyways, this post is really just a random, boring, just cos i don't wanna do anymore work kind of post, hence i shall put some pictures to entertain myself. 

taken from khilafatworld.com

this picture of figs is making me hungry. it's odd that i'm craving figs. and cupcakes.

i always crave cupcakes. dang it. i needs to buys them tomorrow!

has anyone ever heard of maru? he's adorable. and he's like, the cleanest cat in the whole wide universe.

taken from laughingsquid.com which is a cute name for a site haha

look how neat maru looks. compare that to this sleeping grumpy sack of fluff.

wally looks like a hobo compared to maru.

gosh dang it. another failure on my part. can't even get a cat to look clean and fluffy without failing.

*sadder face* 

the internet's so slow. 

faith in america: restored.

i love this. this is so inspiring, and heartwarming, and it's restored my faith in humanity and love and kindness. seriously, i admire that young man so much.

don't understand what i'm talking about? watch this clip. 

it just makes me happy that there are still people like this in the world. people who help others willingly, no prejudice or hidden agendas, who loves everyone equally, and his outlook on life is so positive. i aspire to have a heart as big as his one day. :)

"you are the blood in my veins".

-- the boy who blocked his own shot, brand new

please have the strength to not fall apart.

stay strong anis. stay very very strong.

don't let something like this break your spirit down.

it's just a temporary roadblock. nothing bad, just something to shake you up and get you going.

don't cry. crying is for the weak. you're NOT weak. you are not a waste of space. you are not useless. you are someone. you are worth the work. you are going to make it.

Allah would not test you with something that you cannot endure. always remember that, and be grateful that you are still alive. that you have a family that's there for you. that you get one more chance at a new day, that's something a lot of people would kill for.

what's meant to be is meant to be. maybe this opportunity wasn't for me. i hope i'm mean for something bigger and better, because i'd hate to be this much of a bother to my parents and turn out to be nothing.

STAY. STRONG.