to beg and steal and lie and cheat.

uh, so. i'm at the office, and there are things i should be doing that are way more productive

than writing crap on my blog, but what the hell. live a little, right?

hee.

since the new year, two oh double one, is jut around the corner peeking at me like a perv,

i thought that it's only appropriate (and a bit expected) to have a post for my new year's

resolution.

bah humbug i kinda hate new year's resolutions. i never remember them. i never do much

about them. i'm lazy like that.

buuuuuuut anyways, a list is in order! how am i gonna do this huh? hmm, let's give these

babies some division, because everyone should know i'm such a list freak.

(this is almost a lie. i do like lists, but not that much. i like making them, and writing them down using

sharpies of various colours with different styles of writing and...yeah. that reminds me. where are my

sharpies? where did they go?)

oookay. moving on. read after jump!

woo hoo.

i really don't know why, but all the blogs i've been following seems to have been erased or lost, for some unknown reason. and i'm way too lazy to find them back. shiieeeettt.

i've also noticed that the font size i'm using is way too small, which can only mean that either blogspot messed up or i'm just getting older. yech.

my office got a one day vacation today, after all of that work we had to go through for the nkra project. from what i can gather, they're tenders for schools all around malaysia that needs renovation and upgrading works, so i do feel like i've accomplished something quite worthwhile, haha. well..anyways, i went to klcc today to try and find a way to get my watch repaired. no can do. arrrgh sometimes i wonder why warranties even exist. these people never let consumers user them anyways, grr.

oh, which brings me to my next point. i realllllly need to tone down on all the shopping. it's hard la tapi, because it's year end sale time kot. everywhere i go people seem to be carrying loads of shopping bags, and we women, we bond over these things. since i've become a total girl nowadays, i find it kind of awesome to shop because it de-stresses, you know? like, if i buy something i like, i'll have something to look forward to at the end of that day and it'll make me happy. i do think that this is quite materialistic, but it's not really that.

i just...like stuff. not all stuff, so that means i'm still safe. but some stuff. :D and ain't i proud of it, ha.

i have been neglecting my video games. i suck because of that, i agree. sibuk sangat la. i barely have the strength to open my eyes at the end of each working day, so nak bukak laptop and hadap game lagi la tak larat. it requires FULL ATTENTION, which i can't afford to give.

i'm so sorry geralt. :( you're still one rad dude though man. salut!

but i'm still awesome.

aaaaaaaaahhh.

i've been way too busy (read : lazy) to update this blog. as you all might not know, i've just started working at a QS consultant firm in damansara. it's pretty tiring, because i'm always unssure of what i'm supposed to and if i'm doing it right. so kena buat muka seposen and ask a lot of questions. yech.

i feel the insane urge to shop. i think this is because of the fact that malaysia is currently at it's finest season : the YES season. yeah, the year end sale in malaysia is pretty cool but it's actually a bore compared to what i've seen in saudi. those people treat shopping like a frickin' job.

but meh...shopping. makes me get butterflies inside and all. and the best part is i can use my own hard earned money to shop, so i don't feel so...uh, guilty. hahaha.

i'm too tired to rant. and i don't have any ideas on what to say. nothing interesting ever happens to me anymore.

life is boring. meep. :(

girls just wanna have fun.

ohhhkay.
don't get me wrong, i love being a girl. i get to dress up all the time.
(see, this is what girls do. they dress up. hmm. i think so, anyways)

but i have a current secret (or not so secret) obsession right now.
and quite frankly, it's embarassing. and frickin' girly.
i am obsessed with...

makeup.

er, what? omg ew.
lol, yeah. it's kind of true. i am currently obsessed with makeup and all that type of girly shit.
i can't help it. i'm also highly embarassed by it for some reason,
because as a kid i was such a tomboy.
i climbed trees, i didn't wear skirts, i thought heels were torturous devices.
i once used a slingshot on a dude because i'm evil like that, tee hee.
but yeah, the idea quite freaked me out. (i still hate skirts though, to be honest) :P

but yeah, reason i'm habing this confession is because i just had a major (for me) beauty haul yesterday at mid. like, i spent a lot of my hard earned first salary cash for it..not that much la. but a lot for me, because i am a kedekut sort of person. but very worth it, in my increasingly girly opinion lol.

so. i bought:
1) some eyeshadows from elianto.
they were dirt cheap man, like rm1.50 for one pan. but yeah, not so good la the quality. but being a makeup newbie, i'm always ready for experimenting ha.
2) face primer from bloom.
i bought this from shins, and tbh i think it has waaaayyy better service than the other shops i went to which was sasa and mac. the shop assistant was super friendly, and even though i was shit broke at the time already i really wanted to buy something because i was so happy with how she treated me. lol i'm stupid like that. but hey, the product's awesome so far. :D
3) some brushes and and eye primer by red earth from sasa.
haven't tried these out yet. hmm.
4) one mac paint pot in indianwood.
mac. MAC! ohhh yeah konon kaya la dapat gaji kan? lololol. i bought this becauce i got so sick of seeing the reviews on these things on youtube. this is a cream shadow that can also be used as a eye base, and it's frankly quite rad. it's a darker brown colour than my skintone, and it's all shiny and shimmery and it makes me look not so unkempt. i look like angelina jolie already. XD

hmm. so that's it. i also bought a belated birthday gift for my brother.
i gave him training gloves or whatever you call those gloves you wear for the gym,
because i am cool like that. ohhh yeah.

actually, these aren't the first beauty products i have.
i have tons of eyeliner, because i've loved those since my 2nd year of uni anyway methinks.
i have lipsticks given to me by my ever-so-cool mom, and i also live lipbalms because my lips have been going crazy since the first time i came back from saudi.
i am trying to get more eyeshadows because if i can master putting on eyeshadow i'm pretty much a makeup expert already haha.

i have a few reasons as to why i am suddenly so into makeup. first, i'm already 23 years old, but i kinda look like i'm still 16, so it's kinda hard to be taken seriously. so i'm trying to strengthen my image and make myself look very uh...mature. if that's even possible. i also have to look presentable for work, because i ain't working from home honey. and last but not least, i like makeup. it's like having a canvas where you can put all sorts of stuff onto it and show it to people.

...having said that, i'm actually a neutral sort of person. i wear a lot of browns je. :P

so, that's my very long post about makeup. it's a good thing i came out of the makeup closet, or i would have had to carry that with me for life. sigh. ooh i know! maybe one day when i have no sense of shame i can post pictures of my face for you guys to laugh at! yeah!
:P