let me drive, i'm really good at snapping my fingers!

i like driving my car around town. i find a tiny kind of satisfaction from driving that i can't get anywhere else, it's like a taste of freedom, or something corny like that. i like blasting my loud obnoxious music from the car stereo, and i like watching people during traffic light stops. it's like a feeling of power i guess, when i'm behind these wheels, baby i'm my own boss. ha.

however, the driving condition in kl sucks like nobody's business. i hate traffic jams. they're boring and time-consuming and damned tiring because you're inching forward about this much everytime you move forward. and what is the deal with the rain anyways? everytime even a drop of rain decides to come down from the sky, bam! jam already.

ffffffuuuuuuuuu.....

but most of all, my awesome driving experience usually gets tainted by the crazy, i-can't-drive-but-i-can-try kind of people. the drivers. aaaarrrrgh.

let's divide these drivers into a few categories, shall we?

sindrom gamer tegar.

ha, that's probably the first malay blog title i've ever written? strange, i'm malay, tapi tak mau cakap melayu lol.

it's not that i don't like writing in malay, it's just that when i'm really serious with myself, i think in english. does that make sense?

probably not. but so what if i don't write in malay? i love my language all the same, but english is just more universal and easier to understand. sometimes when i speak in malay the message just doesn't get across.

lagipun...(lol that's anyway in malay la kan?) i've been looking at some gaming videos on youtube at random because they're just hilarious (i love nerds)..and it kind of made me reminisce about the good ol' days when i actually had time to play computer games.

once you start working, you can't have the luxury of wasted time anymore. after some detailed qs-like calculation, it's been determined that 42% of my time is spent at the office, 25% sleeping, and the other 33% is probably spent eating and trying not to fall asleep after being at the office for so frickin' long. yeesh, just think of all the time i've wasted doing work!

well, whatever. i'm in the process of installing the witcher 2 and i am so excited, ooh yeah! when i was at digital mall buying the cd, one of the people at the cd stall was this young amoi, who looked at me in wonder and said, "you mau main ka game ni? ingatkan lelaki saja yang suka main game macam ni mah." at that comment, i just smirked and walked away.

no la, actually i grinned and said, "ya la, game ni best tau. u cuba main tengok!" and then proceeded to look very proud of myself even though i actually lack the courage and common sense it takes to play pc games.

but it's all good. i can impress the ladies and the dudes now. lol.

you know what? it's funny, but all of my favourite games are actually really old games. the witcher was released a few years back, unreal tournament was released in what, 2007? counter-strike toksah cakap la, it's old school as hell but still ranks pretty high in my list of all time favourite games ever. i think those are pretty much the games that i'm really into. left 4 dead is awesome but i keep freaking out and jumping out of my chair everytime a swarm of zombies come. i'm chicken, i admit.

and i also like eating chicken. ohhh yeah.

mmm...chicken. (credit to nataliedee.com)

ha. okay random. kamon witcher, what's taking ya so long?

before i go, here's a picture of something funneh. because that's just how i roll.

failblog.org..it's as cool as the wind in your hair.

bye!

you and me baby, we're stuck like glue.

sometimes, when you really don't wanna do something, that's when you have to do it the most.

you know the current situation isn't helping at all. you know you'll end up losing more than you gained in some ways. you know you'll be miserable, pissed off, tired and depressed.

so why the hell are you still working there anis?

well, it's simple. i like the people there. my office is quite awesome compared to the horror stories i've heard about officemates from friends and family members. i like hanging out with them, and i'm comfortable with them. some of you might think that comfort doesn't matter when it comes to a job, but i beg to differ. i don't like working in stressful situations. i don't like awkward silences and have always tried to fill them up in stupid ways in the past. i don't like an office where you're expected to work work work and can't mix in your personal life in there as well.

well guess what? if you work a 9-5 job (or whatever long hours you're working) then your job IS your personal life too. they're intertwined. you gotta find a way to make yourself happy somehow, right? i think if i were to work in a really boring, serious environment i would explode from all the pent up stress and tension. i'm like that. can't mind my own business.

aaaanyways, there ends my boring rant on work life. it sucks, by the way. not my rant, working life. i'm just wishing for a day when what i'm passionate about becomes my work. but until then...

things on my mind today?

1) i bought the withcer 2 last week. hell yah! *fist pump* my brother installed and played it first though, because i tend to get a tad obsessed with playing games when i'm really into it so i'll have to find some spare time before i can play. my brother tells me that ít's a bit of a letdown though, because the first witcher was so awesome that it just doesn't compare. :(

will try it for myself though..still a bit excited to be quite honest. randomly, i become a bit of an idiot when i play games because i am scared to death that the character i'm playing will die. :\ this is humiliating, but everytime i play left 4 dead, when a hoard of zombies attack i will freak out and pause the game 1st before i can really attack. bit of a wuss really ha ha. fun though! *shitfaced grin*

p/s: i really hate geralt's voice in this new witcher. it doesn't suit him at all. the voice sounds like a dude who smokes pot, eats a lot of hot dogs and dates cheerleaders, but the great geralt of rivia needs the voice of someone who inhales the smoke of burning houses that he set on fire, feeds on the souls of evil men and has casual flings with various effeminate looking creatures after he's just saved them from a ghoul...or something.

geralt needs the voice of chuck norris. boo-yah.

2) june is no shopping month. i imposed a shopping ban upon myself because i can't stand the thought of me being addicted to another unhealthy thing hah. but it's been really, and i mean reaaaaally tough. went out with friends last weekday and saw that sasa is having this huge sale on cosmetics. the pain of not being able to shop offline and online is making me grumpeh.

but alas, i am a disciplined, serious, focused person. i will get through this.

3) i'm already making a list of things to buy in july. HAHAHAHAHA.

4) i'm sort of having this old school music phase right now. i keep listening to modern covers of old songs, ie heard it through the grapevine which was originally from marvin gaye, some of the beatles, a bit of rhcp thrown in there and a lot of glee covers. yeah i'm kinda embarassed about that too haha.

really sleepy now. this was kind of a pointless update nyech.

naight.