these are your lungs. do what you wish with them.

"and i am always, always, always yours."

i feel like i'm in a rut here. lots of work to do and no idea how to do 'em.

what do you do when you've got no clue what to do?

well, it's not really that i don't know what to do per se, but it's just very confusing. so much work to do!

*sadface*

anyways, my work folder is a mess, my itunes is on shuffle, and i am feeling bored, tired, grumpy and rather uninspired. i have 2 presentations to do, 2 research projects to understand (one's my own, and the other one's a result of overconfidence and stupidity) and no life. no life, i say!

aaanyways, this post is really just a random, boring, just cos i don't wanna do anymore work kind of post, hence i shall put some pictures to entertain myself. 

taken from khilafatworld.com

this picture of figs is making me hungry. it's odd that i'm craving figs. and cupcakes.

i always crave cupcakes. dang it. i needs to buys them tomorrow!

has anyone ever heard of maru? he's adorable. and he's like, the cleanest cat in the whole wide universe.

taken from laughingsquid.com which is a cute name for a site haha

look how neat maru looks. compare that to this sleeping grumpy sack of fluff.

wally looks like a hobo compared to maru.

gosh dang it. another failure on my part. can't even get a cat to look clean and fluffy without failing.

*sadder face* 

the internet's so slow. 

faith in america: restored.

i love this. this is so inspiring, and heartwarming, and it's restored my faith in humanity and love and kindness. seriously, i admire that young man so much.

don't understand what i'm talking about? watch this clip. 

it just makes me happy that there are still people like this in the world. people who help others willingly, no prejudice or hidden agendas, who loves everyone equally, and his outlook on life is so positive. i aspire to have a heart as big as his one day. :)

"you are the blood in my veins".

-- the boy who blocked his own shot, brand new

please have the strength to not fall apart.

stay strong anis. stay very very strong.

don't let something like this break your spirit down.

it's just a temporary roadblock. nothing bad, just something to shake you up and get you going.

don't cry. crying is for the weak. you're NOT weak. you are not a waste of space. you are not useless. you are someone. you are worth the work. you are going to make it.

Allah would not test you with something that you cannot endure. always remember that, and be grateful that you are still alive. that you have a family that's there for you. that you get one more chance at a new day, that's something a lot of people would kill for.

what's meant to be is meant to be. maybe this opportunity wasn't for me. i hope i'm mean for something bigger and better, because i'd hate to be this much of a bother to my parents and turn out to be nothing.

STAY. STRONG. 

the consequences of change.

people change, sometimes for the better, and sometimes for...well, they just change.

some people change and decide to include you in their lives, and if that happens that it's probably a sign of love. i don't know much about love though, so i'm probably just crazy for saying that.

but sometimes people change, and somehow you're not included as an important part of their lives anymore. people change, and with change comes new people. new people that are better than you. new people that take part in their everyday lives the way you used to.

doesn't matter if you're friend. or family. change is change. if you're not prepared for these changes then you might feel a bit left out. or hurt. or maybe you just don't care. it depends on the kind of person that you are.

if i love somebody enough, i include them in my life, changes and all. i for their opinions, their thoughts, their feelings before i do something. when i wanted to quit my job, i asked for the opinion from everyone important in my life, taking into account how their life would change if i made my decision.

because that's just it. every decision you make, big or small, has an impact on someone else. if you wanted someone in your life badly enough, then you'd work hard to make sure these people stayed in your lives right?

oh well. apparently i'm not good enough to be in some people's lives. i'm just not important enough. i get it. it's fine. how important is someone like me anyways when you already have everything you want in your life? okay. judge me and call me names. tell me how useless i am. i don't mind.

someday i'll get out of everyone's lives and i sincerely hope that it'll make everyone's lives better. because if i can't give anything when i'm in your lives, the least i could do is make an impact when i'm out of it right?

i can't wait for the day when that actually happens.