for the love of N!

oh god this is so tiring.

and i've only been at it for like, an hour.

dissertations suck.

he doesn't though! N rocks! ♥ for you N!

*sadface*

hey.

i like the fact that i make sense to him.

i like the fact that he likes the same things that i do.

i enjoy our random conversations because i don't know how he'll react.

i like the fact that he loves horror movies. i need more friends to back me up haha.

i like talking to strangers. i like connecting with people.

he's cool. he likes both stephen king and j.k rowling. (!) he plays resident evil. he wants to play l4d.

the fact that he's soo friggin' young kind of makes me feel like a pedo though.

even though we're just strangers talking. hee.

hmm.

this is probably just me discovering the world.

stupid funny lame.

i ♥ charlie the unicorn.

shun the non-believer.

SHUNNNN!

hahaha.

here. watch it. :D

post lepas marah.

"back where i was now,

was it just a dream?"

some strange phone numbers have been popping up on my phone.

when i msg or answer the calls, no one replies.

hmmmph.

>:[

and to the kids in myspace.

yes, KIDS! why are you adding me?

all of you are 15-19 years old. so what gives?

i will not look at your pictures. i don't want to 'berkenalan'. i don't bloody care if you think i am cute. ew.

:\

marah marah marah.

haaaaih.

kemaafan yang paling bermakna ialah kemaafan yang ikhlas dari hati ye.

think about it.

p/s: GLEE! ♥

the goodbye.

so long, home.

so long abang. i hate the smells you make from that cigarette of yours, it reeks. satu rumah bau. but i will miss you and your general annoying self.

so long katil selesa. i shall miss your huge comfort and size. you're awesome to jump on, to rock out with, to laze around and just do nothing, which is what i always do.

so long, orang-orang kenduri. i can safely say that i will not miss you guys.

so long, midvalley. i like walking around your corridors, alone and unknowing, searching for something i can't find, and something i can't quite understand. and i love shopping. heehee.

so long, vacation days. i realize that after this i have to work extra hard, since i did next to nothing during this short holiday period. that is fine i guess. i will cope, i guess.

so long, life. i will miss you.

but four months from now, it'll be something totally different.

so long, uia. i told you i could do it.

i guess i should appreciate these last months eh?

ba da ba ba da ba ba ba!

"keep your feet on the ground,

when your head's in the clouds"

sigh.

(do it again! with gusto!)

sigh.

my exam results came out today.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

not my worst, but not really thrilling either. i thought i could have done better, y'know?

but! my worst is a b- so...heehee. ok lah kot. (^___^)

maybe instead of aiming for the sky, i should aim for the ceiling first, yeah?

SIGH.

oh well! that's done!

now, my thesis is next on the nervous list.

YEEEAAAAAAAAAAACCHHH.

whoever created thesis papers should be banned from ever enjoying life. he (i always assume the bad guys are of male origin. hee.) should be thrown into a hot steaming plate of tofu and made to eat it for the rest of his sucky, serious, tree-killing life. people should throw used q-tips at him and call him bobby.

kamu jahat. >:(

hmm.

my brother, ever the killjoy, told me to start on my work for this thesis already, or he said that i'd regret it.

i was like, "shun the killjoy! shunnnn!"

my dad, ever the academician, skyped me and said, "boleh la start buat thesis tu."

i was like, "nooooo ayahhhh..cutiiiiiii! cutiiii!!!"

(in reality i smiled sadly and said "insyaallah ayah" dengan menunduk terkesima. haih.)

my friend is in the process of completing 2 chapters already.

huh! with friends like these, who needs enemies? hahaha joke joke. i love my friends. :D

but can you see why i might be so stressed?

the people around me are too smart! toooo smart!

i drink juice from the carton!

i eat candy bars!

i love RIBENA for god's sake!

i'm too young to...

oh, i'm 22 dah.

start esok la thesis. :(

SIGH.

p/s: my cat is afraid of the dark. hahaha how frickin funneh. and cute. hee love you wallster! :)