"but in the end, no matter what i pretend,
the journey is more important than the end or the start."
i'm glad i finally understand this.
might have took some time,
some heartbreaks and tears,
some regrets and mistakes,
some right moves and some memories buried deep,
but i get it now.
and now is better than never.
i am the only one who can make myself happy.
i don't need a guy to make me happy.
even without my friends i can be happy.
even when my family's not there i can be happy.
even when i'm the loneliest person in the world i can be happy.
because in truth, i don't need to make myself happy, i just need to feel happy. happiness is everywhere. in the clouds, in a song, in my footsteps, in food, it's all around me.
and hey, now i am happy.
i thank Him for letting me find it.