Wednesday, November 4, 2009

manusia.

aku bukan diturunkan di bumi ni untuk jadi tuhan.

aku takde kuasa. atau kemampuan luar biasa.

aku manusia.

cuma manusia.

kalau aku buat salah, itu sebab aku manusia.

kalau aku buat betul, itu sebab aku ada tuhan.

kalau aku sakit, itu perlu. aku tak boleh sihat selamanya.
tak boleh happy selamanya. sedih itu perlu.

sometimes i hate, or get angry, or freak out. sometimes i'm a nervous wreck, wringing my hands and hoping for miracles. sometimes i'm naive, absurdly so. sometimes i find it hard to forget. or forgive. or tolerate. sometimes i hate the sight of sunshine. i swear. and i sleep a lot. i hate people who brag, and it annoys me when people talk when i'm watching a movie. i don't like people waiting for me. i am hot-headed.

but.

you must remember. i'm only human.
aku cuma manusia. aku macam debu kat padang pasir.
i can't figure things out by myself sometimes.
i need help. some are willing to help, some just run away.

jangan la sakitkan aku, please.

2 comments:

  1. WHAT DID I DO!?!? I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU ANISSSS!!!!

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